||[Oct. 19th, 2006|10:31 pm]
|||||in a state||]|
I've just phoned home. And found mum crying, and J crying, and everyone angry and upset and generally fucked up.
And now I'm in tears.
And I was sitting in the kitchen making Lemsip and desperately hoping that someone would walk past and come in and ask what was the matter and talk to me and give me a hug, but nobody did.
Fuck I feel lonely.